I decided I needed a change. I was working 2 full-time jobs and never having any time for my son. So, I decided to go back to school. This was the time for change and so I also decided to go back to church. I met a guy who I started dating, who also introduced me to my roommate. Her roommate was moving and I needed to get out of my parents house. I didn't want to wait, so we decided to have me move into her apartment while we looked for a 2 bedroom.  There was a park right up the street that I would take Nikki to almost every day. I noticed these two guys up there alot playing frisbee and ball with a dog, a yellow lab to be exact. Come on, who wouldn't notice, hot guy, dark shades, hat backwards and sweating under the sun??  I probably would have made my move but what would he want with a woman and a kid? Besides he is so much hotter then me! And so I let him go..







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